never thought the mistakes i have made in the past would make me feel so damn guilty today. i'm not perfect, and there is no way i could have known. sometimes i wish i wasn't so stupid. that i didn't let my emotions get in the way of my life, my relationships. i'm glad i have a second chance. more like a 6th chance. i'm so damn stubborn. i feel like i let you down. i should have been there for you through everything. that's what best friends do. but i'm always quitting. that's weak. i've let so many people down by being this way. that shit stops today. love you.